Depression,how do you feel?.
@xXxMikesWifeyxXx (3072)
United States
December 13, 2007 7:08am CST
Okay so i know depression is a big thing here in the uninted states more and more everyday,but who would have figured it would happen to me?.. I am a really happy person, i talk to EVERYONE! anyone,all the time,about everything, im always smiling,if i get mad, of course im mad but i cannot stay mad,im unable to hate, on an everday basis.
But here recently,Ive been feeling pretty dang weird..
You know how in the commercials or movies they got the devil on one shoulder saying do it do it do it and the angel on the other one sayind. think of the consequences, its a bad decision..well thats how i feel, with depression and my normal self.
ill feel really really sad,then be happy for a bit and then back down again.. but not like sad sad sad were i wanna kill myself. i could never hate my life or anything for that fact.
It just feels really weird like depression and hapiness fighting over me.lol
Has this happend to anyone else?....
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@cher913 (25782)
• Canada
13 Dec 07
well because i am in constant pain, it is easy for me to feel depressed. but i have a friend that suffers from depression and if you dont feel like getting out of bed or loose interest in things that you used to enjoy, those are a couple of warning signs.
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@xXxMikesWifeyxXx (3072)
• United States
13 Dec 07
Well its not going that far yet, i know i LOVE to sleep and when things get rough, i automaically start to feel really sleepy,and i end up going to bed,,why not i dont have to think about my problems while im alseep..thats why i like it. not dealing with reality,even if it is for an hour longer it still apeels to me veary much...that and I feel really sad when i think about things that i long for but do not have them in my life...it sucks:(.lol thoes are what im feleing on one side, then on the other is the normal happy me:)
@lifeis2good (1183)
• United States
13 Dec 07
Being depressed really sucks at times!!! Especially considering I am Bipolar - so I swing from High to Low constantly - a lot of the time never knowing what the heck is making me go that way. And it gets really hard when you feel really deep down in a black hole and try your hardest to climb back out!!! And the Holiday Season is so depressing for me - I have never enjoyed this time of year. But having a Super Supportive husband totally helps me!!!!
@billabadmash (1011)
• Pakistan
13 Dec 07
Yeah the same feeling got to me when i am really depressed like just to leave everything and go to some kind of jungle where there is no one other than silent trees but i try to overcome my feelings and start paying attention to other matter other than which are causing depression to me on time being.
