My First Unmerry Xmas....

Maybe that would work. But whenever we get the chance to talk on cam and in conference, yes we feel glad to see each other. We talk often through our cellular and landline, but you know, it's still not the same. Usually when we have a discussion on something that's bothering either of us, after resolving the problem we give each other a nice big hug. And that's what I miss most. Ok we talk through the net and on cam but then whenever we need to logout because both of us need to resume work,loggingout seem difficult. The longing to be with each other sets in again and more. Maybe I'll do all your suggestions, but aftewre that I guess I'll sleep Christmas over because really it's 4 days from now and the more the day comes the more sadden I become. And today 21th here is our monthsary. Forgive me if I'm being hopelessly romantic like skinnychick, you'd know it's natural to be so. Well I guess as the saying goes "better to have loved than not loved at all". And whenever I'm looking back, remembering all the wonderful and happy things we enjoyed together in a way cheers me up a bit. OT: I get depression level 2. Does that mean the higher I get the more a depressing person I am? Anyway, thanks for your suggestions mikeswifey. Wishing you a very Merry Christmas with your family and friends. Stay in touch.

Yeah you're probably right. She also is feeling depressed because of our situation, Maybe because we were together for a long time, it's also hard and scary to be away with someone dear. We did talked about these things will happen before she accepted her job. To be positive about these I said to her to consider it's a training for both of us. Maybe I too will work elsewhere across the world much farther than where she is right now. I dunno, now I'm having of a bit of regret having said those words. Forgive me, it's just Filipino nature to be a close knit family, sometimes to the point that personal achievements will be sacrificed just not to see a love one be apart. But I'll have to accept it right now whether I like it or not. Anyway, thanks for dropping by and giving your opinion about this. I appreciate it svery much. Merry Christmas to you and your family.

Thanks for your concern. No, we have no children, we tried so many times but maybe its not yet the "right time" for us to have. The closest I can say as sort of "adopted" are my nephews and nieces and my god children. I'll try to enjoy christmas, maybe if I think back before we ever met, I was also alone those times but I still managed to enjoy this season. Merry Christmas to you too. thanks again.