Are you really happy now ?

I'm sorry to say that I am not very happy.Sometimes I feel sad and gloomy.I think this is because that I think about too much ,which really make me couldn't happy.

Sometime, I'm really happy, because I share something with my friends, or I call my parrents, they said that they miss me. I think I'm really happy at that time. But sometime, I'm confused, not just me, I'm confused many things, things happened to my roommate, I confort her, but I feel her feeling, so I'm not happy. At christmas eve, I'm far away from my parrents, I miss them, I'm not happy. Different time, different feeling.

yes,I am very happy now.it is true that I have no much money and everyday,I have to take two part-time jobs after attending my class in order to support myself and relieve my parents' burden.but when I buy some gifts for them using my own money,then I will feel so happy.and although I am very busy,but my life is full of joyment and happiness.

For me,many many things haven't been catched yet,and lots of goals still haven't been achived ,i feel a lot more pressure now,As the new year coming,i'm even a little scare to see my parents and other relatives.Actually,basically,i'm in no sense happy.