i am still in love with you
By sweetkim12
@sweetkim12 (64)
Philippines
January 3, 2008 6:06am CST
ian, you have been lying and i have been crying, you have been messin' and i have been guessing about you,you have been cheating and i have been creeping around,you have been leavin' and i will be grieving... but i am still in love with you and no matter what you do, cause you know that in the end i will come running back again..
i have been drinkin', got me thinking, if you really love me the way you tellin'.. we broke up then.. and years passin.. saw you again and still fellin.. that same love i had given you a long time a go... the problem is you're now married.. it is been 5 years since we broke up but i still love you until now... i am so crazy in love with you... i can't move on.. you didn't let me move on.. you are so unfair.. what will i do now..?? i don't know..? help me please...
2 responses
@academic2 (7000)
• Uganda
3 Jan 08
sweetieKim, I dont know for sure if this is a song or some deep real life feeling you are putting up here to share with mylotters about a love of your life who you could not have. We live in a truely funny world out there, where love sometimes just gets wasted away-we spill all our hearts out for someone who is not receptive,someone who never gets to see is too blind to see what is happening in your heart for him/her, and continue to get about messing us up and leaving us guessing! Its usually an anticlimactic situation-you are in so truely in love with someone, the person is not seeing what you are seeing in his/her eyes-it is heart breaking. As a young gorgeous person that i see in your avatar, knowing that matters of love has its heroes and villains, its ups and downs-it is sometimes a good thing to wipe the blinders of love and get real-you are young and beautiful, the world can see, why would you want to continue craving for someone who is not seeing the fire in you? Please think again and ask if that person deserves you after all-the realization will probably dawn on you and when that happens, you will need to start your life anew, you must not insist on a love game plan that has gone to the dogs 5 long years after! To anybody in your situation, I usually love to say, the beautiful hearts are not yet born-let go off the feeling of loss, and move on. Pick up the pieces and believe with your heart that someone who will soon look into your eyes and will never, ever,leave you riding a black horse in the wilderness of love!
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@sweetkim12 (64)
• Philippines
7 Jan 08
hi academic2!!! wow such a long message... quite long but it really helps me... it is really hard to move on but this my life and i make my future,, i should focus on myself from now on.. and maybe my future lover is just there on the road waiting me to bump him... :)
thank you for your response... love it a lot...
