smoking, i have lost so much money in it and......huh how casually i take it.

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This morning sitting at this table i just look this white carteridge going to be fired soon.Don't get me wrong i have come out of it... at least TEMPORARLY.Getting the responce from you people i come to know that i am still not away from the reach of this habit. A small thing but how much disturbing????.Sometimes i wished that alas my Subconscious would have died so that i could not have regretted anymore.I feel very much dijected after the first puff of this white death.Did not you realise that we are doing uhjustice to our beloved body.What i got from this??A poor health, a low level of confidence???and do not talk about the money i have pumped in it........if i condsider all that money so far i have spent on this i would have done a better justice to my hard earned money.Did you ever imagined how much you have paid for it?At least give a thought if you are still smoking