why do you have to come back....just when im almost over you...
By daryljane
@daryljane (3406)
Philippines
January 14, 2008 2:53pm CST
my live in partner for 4 years went MIA last year for no apparent reason...we have a 4 year old son..he is working abroad, we continued emailing and sending text msg all the time he is away..then he went missing!!! in fact i didnt know that he is missing untile 2 month after continuous email when his sister in law was asking me where he is..i blacked out! all the while he is away, he isnt where he told where he is!
but i susvived! i moved on alone, supporting my son and working and going through hell and back...i was able to endure the pain of betrayal. whats sad is, there is no closure, that was the hardest part. i just thought that maybe this is his way of letting me know its over..
yesterday, i got shocked upong checking my mails and got one from him. i cried! he is so mean! just when im almost over him...he is back with all his lies again..i admit, he had a soft spot in my heart, but what i feel now is a relief knowing he is still alive..i dont have plans of going back to him or reliving the relationship...maybe im beter off being alone...
2 responses
@Chevy9 (97)
• United States
15 Jan 08
i know exactly how you feel and i dont know how it always works out like that but it they always seem to come back at the only time where it can screw you up the most emotionally. and what sucks about it is that nearly everytime they come back, it works. but i think you should stay strong and look at your son and say...i did a dang good job with him by myself and i dont want or need this guy back
@lilaclady (28207)
• Australia
14 Jan 08
oh my little friend daryljane, I know how you feel, I have been there and it is a very confusing place to be, I think it is fair to say it is where your heart fights with your logic, being alone can be scary but that way you are in control it is just your heart that wants it different, I am one who can't stand lies and my logic would be coming to the front, I hope you do what you think is right for you, I know it is not easy, at least you have your son, I wish you all the best.
@daryljane (3406)
• Philippines
15 Jan 08
thanks lilaclady..im moving forward with my heads up, i dont want to go through the same process, getting hurt again, being lied to again..i know if im going to take him, its going to happen again...and that i dont want to go through again..i think the best way there is, be civil but not more than that.
