what if i do the same mistake over and over again?

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yes, i have that tendency. i do the same thing over and over again. i mean i say sorry to my husband, then when something happens and i get disappointed, i would pout my lips and give him the cold shoulder. then he would feel bad for disappointing me and then tempers would flare up and then we would fight. it is mostly because i am moody and irritable, and yeah, add to that, selfish, immature, and childish. hehehe but i have done that over and over again throughout the years. he keeps on forgiving me but what if there will come a time that he won't? sometimes he gives me a hard time, not really intentionally, but like he won't forgive me easily. what do i do? why do i keep doing this? i am not like this with others (usually), but only with my husband. why is this? can somebody shed light on my uncanny behavior? thanks a million! God bless you! :-)