what love is...

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Am i worthy enough to fell this thing called love at this age of 19? Well,I don't know if I am... I have a boyfriend and now,we're going 8 months long.He's working far from me and the only thing that binds us is only trust and love,maybe.yes,I am trusting him so much that every time,i am the one who understands if he failed to communicate with me.If he failed to remember our special day....because,he's reason is that,he's busy with his work. I try to understand him,maybe because of my love for him. last week,he calls me.He said,he's going home before valentines day comes.I ask him hen,but he answers me "surprise".I also believe what he says.2 days after,he's sister sent me a messages that he's already in Iloilo City,a place not so far from ours.One night,i decided to call him to ask when is he's arrival but,I'm so shocked upon hearing the voice on another line.It's a girl....It's really hurt that I don't know what to answer when she ask me if who I am...I quickly turn off my cellphone 'coz I can't afford to hear another words from that girl.Now,I don't know what to do.he breaks my heart....I waited him to call to explain what happen but,no one calls... I don't know what this mean.... Do I need to listen his side or that phone call is enough to conclude that he's making me fool? Do I need to forgive and understand him again or this is enough to be a martyr... what should I do now?