I dug my own grave & I know that there is not much for me to do!
By oryx12
@oryx12 (29)
Bangladesh
January 27, 2008 8:59am CST
To day is a very special day for me,cause it is the very day when my most beloved cousin was born,she is almost 20 years younger then me but I love her more than my life!Because of her I can't think of marrying other girls although I'm 40 now!My Mom and uncles are very angry at me for not marrying any of the nice girls they showed me so far!All I know that I Love her and that I cannot live without her!But I know that she would never marry me!So I'm not happy today,most probably I dug my own grave where I'll have to spend rest of my life with her memories alone!But it is her Birthday anyway and I love her so much, so,I just pray for many many happy returns of the day in her life!I wish that God gives her all the best things and makes her happy always!!!!!!!!
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@den85730 (51)
• United States
2 Feb 08
I'm sorry to read that this is taking over your life.
First off, she's your cousin, second of all, she is too young and leads me to believe that enfatuation is leading your emotions. (don't get mad if i'm wrong, and I'm sure you will disagree with me right now).
I have a cousin that was in a similar situation as you are. The age difference wasn't an issue, but they ended up getting married and a divorce resulted within two years.
Think of both of your happiness and "let go". I know it won't be easy, but it would most likely be better for both of you. If you love her, ............
