Failure/Fear

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Have you ever felt this way or had something happen? Been embarassed? Had advice given on how to help calm your nerves or anything else? I've already failed at a lot of things in my life even though I'm young. I've made more mistakes than some people do in their life. This has taken away most of my self-confidence. Then, being overweight and not liking it, yet somehow not doing anything about it has taken the rest of my self-confidence away. After my last mistakes, I've pretty much taken myself away from anything that could get me in trouble. I've just involved myself in the whole church aspect, going to church and youth group on Sunday, and to another youth group on Wednesdays. On Feb 17th, it's 'Youth Day' where the youth do everything...greeting, offering, and the sermon. We're also doing 2 human videos. I know the one were doing very well because we've been practicing and I don't have a big role. I'm very afraid I'll look stupid though or embarass myself. I just got the song we're doing for the other human video from CJ, technically one of the youth leaders. I don't know what the moves are going to be or anything, but he wants me to do the lead in it. I don't want all that attention...it scares the crap out of me. I also don't really know if I sing good or not. At least on the first human video no one will be able to hear me...but this one? Thanks=]