such a lousy february isn't it...

Sounds like you WERE part of a relationship but now are not? I don't know how far reaching that was, but the anger you have shown here is definitely pointing to a loss of g/f or b/f? I hate V-day too b/c I haven't had much of anything in my life for about 10 years and I am now almost 50. I felt that I would be better off now and life does suck but it DOES get better...Really