I still hope that her is happy

I can surely understand how you feel. This thing happened to me no long ago. I just so love her and she loves me so deeply also. But due to my conditions, we just cant be together. I was under a lot of pressure and she was under a lot of pressure as well because of me. Finally, I decided to leave her. We talked, fought, and cried. However, this made us to love each other deepper. Then, I tried to make her hate me, I no longer talk to her, no longer reply her txts and I made her felt that I dont love her anymore..... Now, we are no longer together..... Just so painful.......to both of us....... I felt I owe her lot, I cant pay back to her in the rest of my life...I hurt her so deep.....

This is true love. But not all love subject can receive the power of true love. Not all. She will be happy. But she will not if you are like this , forever. Try to not caging yourself, release those jails. Everyone has his/her own true love, but not all is succeed. And don't worry, it's not just you are the one who had this. Face the current and future, let bygone be bygone. Looking back will not make your life any better. Step 3 to front, and go forward for the run. And.. try to learn the way of "to be loved". One day, you will find the real one, if you did walk through this path. Be brave...

it's nice knowing that after a painful break-up your still want her to be happy..i know how you feel right now friend, it's not that easy that your love will already gone, that you cannot hold and kiss her..but that's life, if your inlove, you really fail the pain after the break-up..but move on, and make yourself busy because it can help divert your attention..God Bless

i understand what your going through abclisir, love can be a very painful thing and very often its hard to give up even when we know we have to!! This obviously wasnt the right time or place for you, but whatever is meant to be will be!! so somewhere out there is a girl who is perfect for you, you've just got to wait for her to find you!