ZeN's Poetry - "Lacking Understanding"

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Poetry by ZeN : "Lacking Understanding" Grab my soul and squeeze without remorse. I want to see if anything will appear. Strangle it, with your mighty force. What will slip out: love, hatred, or fear? Take hold of my hand and understand, That nothing I am is fine or pure. There is no direction, and the reasoning is bland. There is a sickness and it unravels me, to lack a cure. Something that once, aware of I became. I was sure that it could salvage my existence. But then my vision was suffocated by facial rain, And I lost the message in a fit of resistance. I use to wish that this was all a sleeping dream. That one day, you would wake me and return my vitality. I use to wish that I was in a neurological stream. And one day, I would awake to a parallel reality. I'm struggling with a world of epitomic ache. Full of piercing pain and devoid of gentle grace. A demoralizer of any sort of valid faith. Forsaken, with abandonment to face. Beyond the stars, all, you are able to see. You are aware of every single action happening. So If every picture I create in my mind is ascending. I still await that unreceived ultimate understanding. -ZeN