what i wanna be....still i'm not....:'(

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it's been 3 years now since i last sang in a stage or in front of many people...all my life i've been dreaming to be a famous singer...not just a famous singer but all in one performer...many people say i have the talent,the looks (maybe...hahaha!).they say i have all what it takes to be what i dreamed of...and now, as i get older,feels like times is running out...i feel so hopeless...feels like i have nothing at all...no guts...no talent...i don't have the confidence i used to have before... it is still very fresh in my mind...those times when i was always the best...i'm always the winner and seems like no one could beat me...it feels so great at that time...but because of some reasons,i decided to decline on my passion with music...and because of that reason as well,unintentionally...unconsciously...i totally forgot my passion...forgot to fulfill my ultimate dream...and now i'm suffering emotionally...wishing and still hoping...if only i could turn back time... my friends...my family...and everyone who knew...they still believe in me...they still believe on what i have...and the problem is, it's me who's starting to loose my trust in myself... everytime i see performers on stage,or watch my favourite artists on tv...it makes me dream again...but then it is crushing my heart to death...IF ONLY I HAVE GRABBED ALL THE OPPURTINITIES!!! maybe now,i'm one of them...maybe now,i'm happy an contented...what can i do? i'm only human...:'( CATCH ME IF YOU CAN I'M FEELING DOWN.............