Telling my father I'M pregnant
By beyonce03
@beyonce03 (2331)
Canada
February 12, 2008 4:55pm CST
I'm 34 weeks pregnant and I'M due at the end of march. Since the beginning i was telling myself it was a good thing for me and my father to maybe talk to each other. I think I didn,t talk to him for 5-6 years. I was tired of him always talking against my mom and was always to make morals . So I decide that if he wanted to talk to he wa the one that need to call me. Well this is only the story short.
I told myself I should call him to let him know that he's gonna be a grand-father. Every time I was giving myself a dateline.
I know that he knows that I'M pregnant because his sisters knows it (how.. I'M not sure). I just don,t have the courage to call him. I want him to know it from me, but I the same time, for me my baby only grand-father is my boyfriend father who die 1 month ago.
What should I do. This is something that really stress me. I can't stop thinking about it. I'm ok the way my life is right now... without him. One of my cousin that I found on facebook told me that my father is now always cold in family reunion. That made me not wanted to call him more, but for respect for him, I have to do....
Did that ever happen to you?
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17 responses
@ratyz5 (7808)
• Philippines
13 Feb 08
Hmmm, just think of it as respect to tell him since he is the grandfather. Even though he has already heard about it from someone else. As long as you yourself told him which also implies that you are confirming what he just heard from another person.
Call your father and just tell. Whatever the reaction that he might give, good or bad, you did what you had to.
@beyonce03 (2331)
• Canada
13 Feb 08
I'M not afraid of his reaction, I don,t really care about it. But I just don't found the courage to call him. I know I have to do it ... I'M just not capable of doing it ...
@mich_23 (120)
• Philippines
12 Feb 08
This only shows that after all that happened between you and your father, you still value him and love him. Otherwise, you will not be thinking about opening up things that are important to you such as the situation that you're in right now. Time heals everything. Maybe its about time to reach out to him who knows, all the while he has been waiting for you to come to him. If not, appreciate your courage of facing your father despite what happened. There is always a day when everything will turn out fine.
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@beyonce03 (2331)
• Canada
13 Feb 08
Sorry for not commenting more on comments .... This situation is really hard for me.
Thank you for your comment
@secretbear (19448)
• Philippines
15 Feb 08
hi beyonce! ^__^
that has never happened to me, or anything like that. i always tell my parent every major thing that happens to me especially those that i cannot hide. and so i think that you really should tell him about your pregnancy. actually i think you should have told him earlier. but then, i really don't know your situation so i respect the idea that you have probably the reason why you are taking so long to tell him.
your father is your baby's grandfather so he has the right to know about it. and he is your father, i think as her daughter, you owe him to tell him how are you doing. after all, he is a parent that worries about his kids. don't you think 5 or 6 years is already a long gap between you two? enough years that he had suffered and he had probably realized already why you weren't talking to him. and him being cold in the family reunion is probably because he is depressed from not seeing you. and i think that once you have talked with him, he'll be happy and he'll be delighted over your pregnancy news. ^__^ good luck!
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@beyonce03 (2331)
• Canada
15 Feb 08
The thing is, my father is a manipulative man. I know he like to play with someone emotion and right now, I have too much emotion. My borther have talked to him in these 6 years, but after him calling him, my father always wait after for my brother to always call back. he,s never the one to call.
But I've decided to wait after the birth. Right now I have too much stress with the birth, my diabetes and other things. I've decide to not telling him for the moment Anyways he already knows it ...
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@secretbear (19448)
• Philippines
15 Feb 08
i see. so that's how delicate the situation is. then i guess its a good idea to wait until you have delivered the baby so you wouldn't encounter any stress that would affect your pregnancy. its really hard dealing with parents, i can understand that. i might tell my mother about major things about me but we don't really have a perfect relationship. ^__^;;
so good luck to you and i hope your father would come to his senses. i know you need all the support you can get right now and a father's support would mean a lot. take care. ^__^
@lightningMD (5931)
• United States
12 Feb 08
I think if this is stressing you out that much then you should just call.I think you will feel better no matter what the outcome of the conversation is. Just remember if he decides not to be a part of you and your babies lives it his loss not yours. Good luck and congrats on your pregnancy.
@teapotmommommerced (10359)
• United States
13 Feb 08
Yes, yes, yes, why can't our parents just love us and be happy for the decisions we make and not be so critial of us?
I was 18, pregnant and unmarried. I was living outside of my parents home. That was very hard to do but I got through it. My mom was worse than my dad. Mom wanted me to get an abortion because she resented me making her a grandmother.
Why don't you write him a letter and tell him you would like for him to know his grandchild but there is ground rules. Tell him that he is to treat you and your child with love and respect.
That is telling him but not confronting him. Then the ball is in his court.
What if he is unhappy because he misses you? Some men do not know how to put the first foot forward and appolgize or make the first move to mend a relationship.
I take care of mom who is in a nursing home I do not have time for my dad's crap. Mom and dad are divorced. I do not talk to dad becuse he say's thinks like "my children do not love me" and crap like that. We all have our parent issues so you are not alone.
What I suggest is for you to learn by their mistakes and love your child/children for how they become as adults and do not critize them like your dad did you mom and you.
Good luck.
@beyonce03 (2331)
• Canada
13 Feb 08
I knew I would have a respond like that from you because I red your post and stories. That really help me feel better right now :) I think Mylot and friends from mylot is for that :)
A lot of people have suggest me to write to him. I even think that my brother have his email adress. But I found that kinda impersonnal. I know that if I call him he will not answer and that I will simply have to leave a message.
I will maybe do it after giving birth like someone else told me. Like that I will not have the stress of him calling me back and things like that.
A BIG thank you for your comment and support. I really appreciate it :)
@tamey_k (35)
• United States
17 Feb 08
hey honey ...i m feeling for ya !just another lesson on how you would like to lay out a foundation for your own family (and how you dont).im sure you or stressing way more than he would.everyone has to choices in life "deal with it or dont"my sons quote".it really is that simply though...maybe since you know he wont answer ..call say hi just say you had some good news you wanted to share,(since he already knows ,he will figure its the baby ) then mail acrd to him ..like congradulations grampa,write in it that you tryed to call and let a message ,send him a copy of the ultra sound pic...parents love these cause we didnt have this cool of techno when we where young.we got pics of a mass ..lol now you can even see the facial features.
maybe this will work out easier for ya .but believe me ..we usually create the most stress in our own life.
@sid556 (30959)
• United States
13 Feb 08
my oldest daughter and her father were not close at all. he had almost nothing to do with her upbringing. When she became pregnant with my grandson, she faced the same dilema. She opted to call him and let him know. He has come around for and is a very positive part of his grandson's life. I doubt he would have been the one to call her because I think as he got older and she turned into an adult, he realized that he really did not know her. He maybe did not feel he deserved to be a part of the childs life since he wasn't a part of hers. I really don't know. but it has all worked out. You can't turn back time. I agree that your dad SHOULD call you but he hasn't so I think you should call him. What is the worst that can happen? He won't respond? your're used to that. Who knows? Maybe you will be pleasantly surprised.
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@beyonce03 (2331)
• Canada
13 Feb 08
I know he will not answer the phone and that I will have to leave a message.
I just can't found the courage to do it. Everytime I give myself a dateline do call him, I don,t do it ...
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@sid556 (30959)
• United States
13 Feb 08
im sorry your father is like he is and that it's so hard to talk to him. As parents, we do expect certain things from our kids. We also are usually very forgiving when they make some not so wise choices....we should be anyway.
I know my daughter found it hard to tell me when she found herself pregnant. Of course, I would have hoped she would have waited but can't change things after the fact so you just deal the best you can....it all turned out great. I really can not imagine my stubborness (which is powerful) or anything at all for that matter, keeping me from having a relationship with my child and grandchildren.
How about writing him a letter and telling him of the baby and letting him know that you would like your child to have his grandfather in his life and would be open to talking with him. If he doesnt respond then you'll have to resign yourself to it as hard as that may be and realize that it truly is his loss most of all.
@caramello (4377)
• Australia
14 Feb 08
TALK to him beyonce as I am in a similar situation with my husband and his daughter (from previous marriage) They stopped talking not long after we met, and they were pretty close or so I thought. Hence me blaming myself, but have tried to get them to communicate by staying away when there is something on that they would both be there, but both of them seem to be stubborn and still no resolve. In life we make mistakes but it can mean the difference between not resolving this before it is too late. Go ahead and call him.......
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@sudiptacallingu (10879)
• India
13 Feb 08
Oh well not exactly but I think you should wait till the baby actually comes. You can always call him up from the hospital and break the news to him. That way I am sure the very thought that he has become a grandfather will overwhelm him into accepting the situation gracefully and you will not have to face a tirade of uncomfortable questions. But all in all, relations are really important, so I don’t think you should leave it to the extended family to inform him first.
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@beyonce03 (2331)
• Canada
13 Feb 08
I think that I will be maybe less stress after giving birth. Right now I'M stress about the birth, about after with the baby. To much stress is not good for the baby. I should not think about it until after ...
A big thank you for your comment.
@balaji_civil (190)
• India
13 Feb 08
U better don't speak to your father now.After your baby born try to convey the msg that" u become a grand father" .why i am saying like this means.if do like this means it will create some exceptation in your father, and he may be eager to see the baby and baby's face may change your fathers mentality. This is the human nature,it will suites to any person.And i congrats for baby .i pray for u.i hope it will workout..
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@beyonce03 (2331)
• Canada
13 Feb 08
I never thought about only telling after the birth, but it,s really a good idea. I feel less stress this morning since I've red some of the comment people left in my discussion about that :)
Thank you all :)
@Modestah (11179)
• United States
13 Feb 08
your poor father must be awful sad and lonely that he is "cold" at reunions and such. He must miss you, but maybe he lacks the courage to contact you. . . maybe he feels abandoned.
put the ball back in his court - make the call. be patient and kind and forgiving. It may be the most pivotal time in your life this chance for renewal and he may be the most wonderful grandfather you could imagine. give him that chance, it will be less stressful for you - even if he rejects the opportunity - at least you will have tried.
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@lavenderbloom (1057)
• United Arab Emirates
13 Feb 08
First of all, my warm wishes to you for entering motherhood. You are really a good daughter. You respect your father even though he is not in good terms with you. You are absolutely right in your decision to call and inform your father about the pregnancy thing and give him the happiness of becoming a grand parent. I feel that you should give him a call without worrying about the outcome. May be he is waiting for your call. Forgive and forget. Give him one chance and inform him. Only after calling you will know what is really in his mind. All the best to you and hope your child gets love from grandparents too. Take care.
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@beyonce03 (2331)
• Canada
13 Feb 08
The thing is, I want to call him, but I don,t want that much him to be part of my baby life. I never thought like that before. I like my life the way it his ....
But for his repect ... I have to do it
THank you for you support and comment.
@girlly1 (15)
• United States
13 Feb 08
I don't know how old you are but honey let me tell you STRESS will bring sickness to your body and it will KILL you and you are really doing alot of harm to your baby. Life is too short take a deep breath and get over whatever your dad has done to you or your mother. Tell him that your pregnant. It doesn't matter if he likes it or not because the baby is about to be born. Give him the opportunity to be apart of his grandchilds life and if he chooses not to be apart of your babies life he will be the one missing out. Stop worrying about your father your gonna need your mind clear and all the energy you have to be a good mother to your baby.
@beyonce03 (2331)
• Canada
15 Feb 08
I,ve decide to stop worrying for the moment and only call him after the birth.
Since I made the decision the other I feel much better right now :P
Thank you for your comment
@sudiptacallingu (10879)
• India
13 Feb 08
Oh well not exactly but I think you should wait till the baby actually comes. You can always call him up from the hospital and break the news to him. That way I am sure the very thought that he has become a grandfather will overwhelm him into accepting the situation gracefully and you will not have to face a tirade of uncomfortable questions. But all in all, relations are really important, so I don’t think you should leave it to the extended family to inform him first.
@Celanith (2327)
• United States
13 Feb 08
yes I sure do know where your coming from. I did not talk to my parents for over a year then got pregnant. We finally told them and things were much better after they knew they would become grandparents. It might take awhile to warm things but do not deprive your child of the grandparents and visa versa. You be the bigger person. If your dad is still behaving as he does just accept it. Be kind and loving toward him even if he is snarly. Your mom apparently is not bothered about it. She probably able to handle it herself I know sometimes my husband talks against me and I get him aside and we have a few heated words but work it out. It is hard but take the Christian approach Christ would have done and you put aside your greivence and forgive and let it go.
@chrislotz (8137)
• Canada
26 Feb 08
I personally think it would be a good idea for you to call him and tell him. I think he has the right to hear it from you, not someone else. After all it is his grandchild you are talking about. I would then leave it up to him if he wants to be involved with his grandchild. I don't think it would be right for you to deny your child a relationship with it's grandfather, but that is just my opinion. Even if you can't stand to be around him, think of your child here. Every child has the right to know their blood relatives and if your child grows up and finds out that you kept it from it's grandfather you may pay the price in the end. Your child may not be able to forgive you for this.