What are you most self concious about...

I'm getting a bit of a belly. But, as long as my daughter says she has a handsome daddy, I guess I'm doing alright. Sometimes, I even get carded. That makes me laugh.

When I was younger I have been conscious of almost everything about me. It seems like I don't have self confidence in everything I do. When you say physically conscious, it's going to be my skin color. I'm a Filipina and people from my origin has gold skin but they say I don't have one or I'm not morena nor fair. So sometimes I don't know how to describe my skin tone once ask online. hehehe.. Another thing is that my body color is different from my arms because sometimes I walk under the heat of the sun and so my arms get burned or tanned than my other parts of my body. That's what I'm conscious most of the time because I like wearing tank tops and the difference of my body and arm's color would show. I don't like it.

Right now its mostly my weight. I haven't been this heavy except when I was pregnant and I feel like I stick out like a sore thumh. I know I'm not as heavy as some, but its still uncomfortable for me. I have a closet full of clothes I can't fit into and so wear sweatshirts and jean and I feel so dumpy all the time. Besides that my feet, especially my toenails. UGLY!

I have to say everything LOL - I am overweight - so i feel fugly - I feel people judge me b/c of my weight and base a lot of things on that. (but I am workin on it!)

I am self conscious because I look 15, I am 33. It seems everyone sees me as a kid.