ambition of life.

I have an online business I'm almost ready to publicize.. I'm an astrologer, and also a christian! and a tarot card reader.. (This post actually turned into a bit of a long and boring dissertation, but I'm enjoying it, so even if I may bore you and it not even be read, I'm going to continue, because I'm rather enjoying writing it:) I believe in what I do! I think of astrology as a very beneficial personal science.. The idea tarot cards originated through the 'occult' doesn't jive with me.. as a matter of fact, tarot is the only thing which represents "resurrection" rather than a ghostlike afterlife, which agrees with the bible! When most of Christianity even, has bought into the notion of inherent immortality.. - So perhaps you can see that first I had an inner struggle about the rightness of my business (and passion! 2nd only to the bible, and hubby and life itself..). But over the years I've come to the conclusion that astrology is a book written in the very sky and earth.. and a personalized letter to each one of us!! And tarot is a book of life, written in pictures in ancient times, when "the people" didn't know how to read.. likely written by a monk or monk like person.. (I'm presently looking into whether or not the tarot meanings have changed a lot over the decades and centuries, and what likely was the earliest meanings.. My theory is the 'suits' are based on numbers. What I use in my meanings is the inherent properties of the numbers which repeat over and over throughout life, and the pictures agree! One is what it is.. two is the next step, a choice and direction.. If ya get my drift. - Right now, as far as I can see, I have one more tweaking of the astrology program I use, which should take a few days.. then I believe I am ready for business.. and I'm very excited right now because I can keep my prices very low.. as I've set everything up so most of the hard work has been done. That way much less time is spent on a chart or reading, so prices can be much lower.. I can deliver a quality chart, with interpretation, forecasts and a key teaching the person how to read astrology, for five dollars and fifty five cents (my favorite price, as I was born on 5/5/55) letting the computer do it all! I have an 11.99 chart too which uses my own artwork, which I have to put in by hand (on the computer) and for tarot readings, it's one dollar and eleven cents for each card.. I have two more available readings to put up on my website.. then I plan to begin working on getting the word out (marketing, bah, humbug).. aiming to begin this at the new moon..

My ambition in life is to have my own business. I'm still struggling in achieving it because the people around me don't like the idea. I'm not sure if I'll ever achieved that but I'll do my best and do what it takes to achieve my ambition in life.