After days of troubles in my life.

Philippines
March 2, 2008 8:43pm CST
Here I am back again in mylot. After days of troubles in my life. And the very worst happening in my lifetime. I am very down and hurt. So sad. This is the story. I trust my husband so much. And he always told me that he will be going to office to have an overtime work. I said to him yes because it is his work. But lately I have discovered that all he told me are lies. He had good time with a girl. And I don't know if they are just having a good time alone. Because I feel that they have a relationship with each other. He confessed to me that it was just a one night stand but I know that it is not because he shows a lot of things that he has other affairs. He hides his cellphone from my view, he take his phone in the cr while taking a bath. He even sleep with the cellphone put on his shorts so he would wake up when I can touch it. And he have so many sims that one time I discovered he have a intimate text with the girl. He broke the sim so I have not read all of the messages. He was so irritated with my very little error. And he always blames me for everything in our marriage life. It is so painful for me. I am hurt. One time he said he will have to go to work and so I followed him. I have discovered that he is meeting another woman. When I ask him he said she was just a confidant of his problem. WHen I was there alone waiting for him to tell his problmes to me. I don't know if she was just a confidant because they talk even if it gets dawn and most of the time. My husband always go home late in the evening and sometimes dawn or early morning. SO I left him together with our child. I was so hurt. I went to my sister and stayed there for about two weeks. He came to me so we could go back home. But my trust is gone and still I am hurt and I don't know if I have to trust him again. I go back to our house but still scared what lies ahead of me. He said we could start from the start but I am afraid. I give him a chance. A chance that once again my marriage with him will be fixed. But I don't know. I fear for one day I will know that he still seeing with the girl and he was still lying to me.
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