I feel guilty...

Money is just a material thing. Don't let it affect your everyday life, most especially your relationship with the family members. Think of these times as challenges that are meant to be overcome. Be strong and be optimistic. There must be something better for you that you haven't seen. Look forward to finding better opportunities for your current situation. Remember, patience is a virtue. Have faith, pray for wisdom and guidance.. after all, there may be rainy days, but there are sunny days too!

Don't take it out on your son. If you're spending time on the internet trying to make money, when do you have the time to look after your son and do housework? I mean, to make any more than a couple of cents a day you have to spend a fairly large amount of time on the internet working. When I manage to earn just $1 a day, I'm on the internet for hours! I think perhaps you should learn how to reduce your expenses- www.simplesavings.com is a great site to help you do this, and then you won't need to earn extra money. Spend more time with your son. Play with him in the back yeard, take him for a walk in his stroller. It's not worth missing out the most precious early years of your son's likfe just to earn a couple of dollars on the i nternet.