How many times do you feel sorry?
By eyewitness
@eyewitness (1575)
Netherlands
March 9, 2008 12:19pm CST
Recently i don't know why but i curse a lot and say bad things because of anger.It happens at my job in traffic.Though i have the right to be angry,i don't have the right misuse bad words like the f word and showing others my middle finger.At that moment it's all from frustration and anger and i feel okey with it.But once i cooled down i have so much regret,because no matter what it's not the right thing to do.Than i read a christian magazine and i read every article in it.Normally i wouldn't but this time every article hit me and it gave me the feeling of crying.You know like everytime i say a bad word i'm hurting someone else.That's how it feels.And recently i also feel not depressed but somehow sad because of the things i have sad and i start to think about my life,my future.Though i am happy most of the times i think because of my aggressive words it;s blocking me from total happiness.
But anyways the point is i do feel sorry and still i do it over and over again.
What my question is.How many times do you feel sorry and about what kind of things?
It could be something way different than my bad words.
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2 responses
@limcyjain (3516)
• India
9 Mar 08
I have gone through this several times and then i repent over it. It normally happens when my children dont have their proper diet or do not study as per schedule. This irks me a lot and end up scolding them a lot but when i have done all this i end up feeling guilty as i love them a lot.
@eyewitness (1575)
• Netherlands
9 Mar 08
We're all human.We sometimes get angry at others because we love them we say things because we love the others.
We only dont say it always in a neat way or in a way we want to say it.
The fact that you're feeling guilty shows that you must be a great mother.
@mvpriyank (407)
• India
9 Mar 08
hmmmmmmmmmm
That's i really hard question.In the conditions u have described i also feel irritated and get angry on others.
Afterwards i feel very much sorry to what i have done...
But these days i am trying to control my anger very much so risk is also reducing a lot...
And i try to be away from my past because felling very bad what we have done would nothing benefit us and we would go to dipression.So its better to recover our problem.
Keep posting!!
Have a nice day
@eyewitness (1575)
• Netherlands
9 Mar 08
Thanks for your comment.
Controlling anger is really hard these days.We see it everywhere.
Also i think it's could to not look to the past.Feeling sorry is good and then you can continue focussing on the future and try to not make it happen again.
Like you said its better to recover our problem.
