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I have this girlfriend, who i love deeply and is one of my best friends. I have supported her in more ways than one on many things. And today, I feel like I got used, I don't know why I thought that. I have bent over backwards to be the kind person I am. And it just bothers me alot. I just can't get over that we had plans for today, and then when her bf comes along, they all get ditched and it pisses me off. I was hoping to go for a walk, as that is helping with healing of my hip. But I just can't understand why she can't be more supportive with this. It seems that she doesn't understand where I am comming from. We go out for what an hour not even and then she takes off with her bf and cuz and I am the third wheel. Or outcast with it all. When I just could've stayed home and cleaned up the house. But whatever, i just don't know what to do anymore at all. This is so DAMN confusing to me.