Do you hate birthdays?

that makes me a little bit sad. I think that you should do something extra special for yourself. Everyone need do indulge in themselves every once and a while. It sound like it might be good for you a whole day just for you maybe a spa day or just a day at home on the couch with all of your favorite things.

Wow, thank you for all your insights! I'm trying to change my mood and feel good about my birthday.:) I already tried to understand myself and knew where this was coming from but the feelings of loneliness is always there. It started when i was young like 9 yrs old and my parents completely forgotten about my birthday. It made me really sad because my other siblings always had theirs celebrated and I don't know why mine wasn't. Since i was really young then and i didn't understand what's going on and i just kept the sadness inside and doesn't look forward to any birthday at all. And year after year it's always like that, mine wasn't celebrated and forgotten but the others had theirs. Anyways, when i was mature enough to understand i came up with possible reason why it wasn't celebrated. 1. March is a not really a good month for money.. wrong timing.. This is when my parents tend to pay all the fees in school and it's a lot and no money left to celebrate. 2. I guess i wasn't really asking for a celebration. I checked my siblings and noticed that months before they already had plans for their birthday and asked my parents this and that. Since i was the eldest, i felt i was being heroic for not asking because i don't want additional burden for my parents. But i guess not to the point that they will literally forget about it. I was just waiting and hoping they would remember without me reminding. But that didn't happen sad to say. Guess those are just the reasons I can think of. And after years of not celebrating i just accepted the fact that probably its not worth celebrating or i should really remind them or I'll just plan for my own. Since I'm so used on not celebrating it and i just don't bother anymore. I wasn't really planning anything again for always. But my boyfriend which will be his first time to have my birthday (we will be celebrating our one year this april, yehey!) was so worried about what gift to give, how can we celebrate my birthday and stuff that it made me think of celebrating. Probably now is the best time to spend one..:) Hmmm...

wow thats a good way of thinking.. :) i like that.. :) it was really ok for me to celebrate my other siblings birthday.. literally spending for them.. but i find it hard to celebrate my own.. funny.. coz im the bread winner in the family and im the eldest.. i feel its one way of saving money! :) i also have other issues other than that.. probably on the next post.. :) ill be sleeping now.. :) thanks for your insight! :)

thank you all.i really appriciate that.