do you still love your ex?
By yoshimoto
@yoshimoto (7)
Philippines
March 19, 2008 4:08pm CST
I'm in a relationship now, i love my lover and we are doing great despite he cheated on me but i had forgiven him.
but i don't know why i'm still thinking of my ex and its been 3 years since we broke up. We still have communications with each other and we just met last year.. the momment i saw him i felt my blood rush through my body.. i got excited. there was a mixed emotion, but one thing for sure, i know that i still love my ex. I know he feels the same way, i still want him.. but one makes me hold back is that he is 6 years younger than me and i'm already 25 yrs old. I know its not the right time because he would still explore his sexuality. i want him grow and be mature by on his own..
I know I cant give my whole love for my lover right know if my heart is not whole to start with,.. coz my half of my heart still beating for my ex.
right now i'm fighting for feeling toward with my ex because I know its not right..
i hope someday things will work out .
and i hope you guys can share or give thoughts about this..
1 response
@poisonivez (504)
• Norway
19 Mar 08
The best thing for you to do, is ask for a cool off from your current girl so you can think, who you really love most and who you want to be with. Because it would be bias on your ex's side, if you would think things over, with your lover near you.
Maybe the reason why you can't love your lover fully is because she cheated on you and you cant forget that incident plus the fact that you are still thinking of your ex.
And you know what, the way you narrate your story, it seems that you love your ex more than you love your lover. If you do, then why not give the two of you a 2nd chance. Age doesnt matter. My bf is 5 years older than me. I was too young when we got together. If you want her to grow and mature on her own, she can do that even you're together.. That's what I did!!
I hope you can decide who you love best because you might regret in the end. Im telling you, greatest love comes once in a lifetime.
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@yoshimoto (7)
• Philippines
20 Mar 08
thanks and youre right, i think its the best thing i should do but problem is, i dont know if he is ready for that kind commitment again.. what only I can do right now is to wait for him.. and i've been waiting for him fo quite sometime.. :'-(
