We are only friends
By Silvia
@cherry2008 (68)
China
March 22, 2008 5:09am CST
I made him acquaintance more than three years ago when i was 17 years old.I don't know it is when that i put him in my heart,but i am sure that it has been a long time since then.
Different colleges,differet places,a very long distance between us ,etc.I don't understand what do they mean.
I know we are only friends from his words.We are only friends. Deep down i love him but i could not make him fall in love with me. I often feel so sad.
Sometimes Tears roll down my when i miss him.I can't
fight back the tears by any way.
His a small promise also let me very very happy and excited although it may not come true.There are a
lot of things about us in my reminiscences,like,a piece of chocolate,an apple,candies,the road,the smiles,the classroom and other many things.They are my recollections,my wonderful recollections.
Sometimes i think it is no better than to be friends.I am afraid to obtain his love because i am
afraid to lose it.Friendship is forever.Actually it is too hard to do it.I can't help to miss him.
My friends said that i was silly.Maybe so,but..but
...i don't know what i should do.
I wanna thank him for the happiness and the special experiences he gave me.
2 responses
@bluecrystal1982 (235)
• Philippines
23 Mar 08
If you really love him , you can try to tell your friend about your feelings. You maay never know that he is also feeling the same way and like you he is also reluctant to tell. If you are really good friends, I think he will still treasure it even though he still not feeling the same way about you. But , yeah it is really up to you to decide.
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@tords24 (2)
• Philippines
22 Mar 08
Wow! This is a hard situation.. Actually i have experience the same thing.
Lets put it this way... You have two choices:
1. Let him know
2. and to stay friends forever
Both decision would have an altering effect which we can't tell if a happy ending or not. For me take the risk!! You only live once it may not end up the way you want it but at least you did something.
Dont stop loving him and loving him doesnt mean you have to have a relationship. Try it be positive
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@cherry2008 (68)
• China
29 Mar 08
Yes,i agree with you,so i told him i love him.I just wanna let him know there is a girl loves him and cares of hom forever,but we are friends,truth friends.It is good for us i think.
