tired

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I feel like everyone around me weaves lies and deciet. I can never decide which to believe and which to let go. I grow tired of everyones game and understand less and less as days go by. Why should I try and decipher it anymore? I hate to say I have grown to only trust myself but this is the way my life is now. Sheltered from all who think they can harm me. This icey shell built up around something that used to be so full of life and love. I have learned to suffer greatly and keep moving. Only being offered leftovers from someone elses desires, while mine lay dormant. Denying myself the basic needs of a human. Wandering without someone to keep me grounded. I just cannot take the games anymore. I would rather lead a solitary life without feelings being involved. ....yeah lost where i was going with this but oh well. nite nite all