I love him/her yesterday, i hate him/her today but i will love him/her tomorrow

@alexigne (903)
Philippines
March 25, 2008 10:19am CST
once in my life during my teenager days, i fall in love with a guy and cheat him... why??? because i've found out that he was cheating me that's why i take it back to him... teenager are sometimes impulsive and i am one of them... he left me because of pride knowing that i have a boyfriend other than him... then met each other and almost have a riot... after a years... he was there again beside me to have some reconciliation when he discovered that it was all my plan for him to be hurt... He admit all his mistakes and that he still love me... i let him come again into my life, not to love him but to hurt him once more and give back the pain that he let me feel... After knowing that he really loves me, i succeed on my plan... but after playing the fire... i was burn by my own fire.. i realize that i still love him and now were far apart knowing that i will never forget him... So now i am married with my ex husband but still i love him even though it's not right to love him
3 responses
Paulyn Davis
@paulsy (1263)
• Philippines
25 Mar 08
Wow that's complicated! Why is it not right to love him, are you still together? Or have you separated, but you realized that you can never forget him? Life is tough. Sometimes it happens that you lose someone before you realize how important this person is in your life. If he's gone and is never coming back, the best thing is to move on with your life. If you let your heart just keep on loving someone who can't be yours for the rest of your life, you will never be happy. Go ahead and open your heart and allow someone to give you that happiness your heart desires. After all, everyone deserves to be happy!
alexigne
@alexigne (903)
• Philippines
25 Mar 08
there's a part of me saying that i still love him... but i already leave him and be happy with my baby girl... I say that i will still love him because he is already a part of mylife that once brighten my day and give a meaning to my life... Now his just my inspiration...
missygirl
@missygirl (4)
• Philippines
26 Mar 08
because that is love, so unpredictable.
subha12
@subha12 (18441)
• India
26 Mar 08
It is i must say rare situation. I know in love somebody takes revenge when they are cheated. i just can't understand why you were cyclic way engaged in revenge. again and again you cheated? May be its another part of love. Now if also you love him, he will no longer believe it and married life will be affected.