hopes and dreams shattered, world crumbled.

Singapore
March 26, 2008 6:52am CST
You, me and the kids. Together in a happy family. That was the dream we created. Yes. we were about to get married. Everything has been planned out. The wedding. The clothing. The reception. Everything. But all that is left now is heart-wrenching shattered dreams. It all left hanging ever since the day baby boy came into this world. The most beautiful thing i have gave life to. The precious thing i hold on to besides him (the father of baby boy). Frankly, alot said that my boyfriend's mum is being superbly selfish to only think of herself. Why isit so? Its due to that she didn't want him to get married. And ever since he left due to pressure, i missed him more than ever. Till i thought i'm going crazy. i don't know what i did wrong to deserve this treatment because of his mum. i've changed alot ever since i knew him. He accepted me for who i am and tolerate and understands me. I asked myself millions of questions that i myself can never answer. And one of them is: "If i say i'm sorry, would you believe me? Can you forgive me?" He never did answer that question ever since he left. HE couldn't.
1 response
• United States
26 Mar 08
I am very sorry to hear this. I know it is had to lose someon you love. Maybe things will get better and he will come back. I hope things get better for you.