"Calamity Inside of Me"
By zenmachado
@zenmachado (1617)
United States
March 27, 2008 9:23am CST
"Calamity Inside of Me"
I’m back to hating the world again
I’m back to making no one my friend
Returning to my loneliness
Returning to my despondent quest
I’m full of pain again today
I’m filled with an aura of dismay
I wish that I were made of clay
Mold myself into something different
Calamity inside of me
Another day of despondency
Another toll
Another fee
Another day of discrepancies
I’m back to being such a pain
I’m back to living in falling rain
Will the sun ever come out?
I’m back to all the screams and shouts
I’m full of feelings of sadness
I’m filled with feelings of being a pest
I wish that I were mute
Clean myself of ill repute
Calamity inside of me
Another day of despondency
Another toll
Another fee
Another day of discrepancies
I’m walking down that path again
I feel that no one is my friend
I’m walking down that path again
I wish I were something different
Calamity inside of me
Another day of despondency
Another toll
Another fee
Another day of discrepancies
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