Another Break-up

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My BF decided to work in another city which far away from me two days ago. We are so much in love with each other. I'm 4 years older than him(29 VS. 25) and he's really a cute one but can't afford anything too serious. Marrige is too huge for him to even think about. All that his said "Take it easy. Make fun of our own" actually means I have to wait. Waiting for what? His successful career, his growing up, or the breaking-up thing by phone? Putting all the eggs in a basket named "Maybe" is truely a torture for me. It took me ten years to find the so-called "soul mate" was a stupid joke. How can I take another risk esp. when there is no promise? I want to get a closure ASAP. However, I know exactly I'll give it up for his tears and begging. Sending him a letter is much better than facing his twisted face. Still, I have to wait for at least 1 month after his setting off. It seems I have no choice. Right? I left my EX for absolute desperation, now I'm leaving my loving one for the big future. Comparing the heartbreaking, relationship is much easier to be ended.