I lost my mother...

I am really sorry for your loss and i can understand what it must be like returning home looking for her but you find is emptiness.A mother is the most important thing in a child's life and losing her is the biggest loss you are faced with to cope with.My mother is my constant companion and a friend.When i know there isnt anyone who would understand my position i know she's there silently approving me and understanding and even justifying for me.What i'm hurt the most about is that these days kids are so engrossed in their own private lives that they forget that once your mother too had a private life which she was happy to let go only to listen to your nonstop banter about your school and your teachers.I just wish that people change their attitudes about their parents and treat them specially not just on mother's or father's day but all year round!!!