Choice in life

In my life ,maybe the biggest challenge to make choice is to decide where to begin my first work from graduation.you know,my parents prefer me to go home to get my first work.However,I hope stay in the city where I completed my university-learning.That's really a difficult choice. Although this situation,my parents yet respect my decision.That's all.

We are always trapped in dilemma in our life. I am a chinese student. The college entrance examination is important to us. It is a unique experience. But I have made my mind to study abroad in America,I would rather to study English to ease my transition to university. So I can not decide whether to study english at home or go to school to prepare for the test.

recently, i was thinking to live alone and strive for survival or to stay with my parents and become useless, irresponsible son. but i think i have no choice but to face the challenge in life. before i graduated in college we have this financial problem and that almost make me stop from finishing my college degree, fortunately i graduated. but right now i facing a new challenge, to earn money to support my own necessity. but i can't say much because i'm in the process of dealing my own way of solving my own struggle in life. heheh

right now... i just graduated from college and now trying to work, i already got a job(i was recommended to work in my teacher's firm) though. but i still have this feeling of homesickness i feel tired so easily and sometimes i think school is better than work... but if i have no choice, i need to work hard and earn for i live alone now and my parents don't have something to give, it's not that they don't want but they just can't give me anything. so i'm striving to earn money and as much as possible save money. hehehe

I am placed into a complex situation lately. I need to make up my mind as early as possible but I find it very hard. I need to consider many things. First time in my life wherein I really find it very difficult to decide. I am working abroad, very far from my family. Few months back I got sick and I find the need to seek medical attention in my country. I wanted to go home but I am thinking of the job that I will lost and of course the money, I dont want to jeopardize the safety of my family. Until now my decision is hanging, I offer it up to the Lord and pray for His guidance for I dont want to regret afterwards. I am also discerning on what really God wants me to do, I have other job opportunites in other country but still fears haunt me, I have so many WHAT IF in my mind.