Have you felt so betrayed?

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I am so much in disgust now. The other day, I wrote here about a friend that I feel bad about. I entrusted her of certain amount and nothing, like zero, returned back. Only 3% of the whole amount was returned because I threatened her of exposing her distrust. Here was when I threatened her: http://www.mylot.com/w/discussions/1464309.aspx She did not comply as agreed upon so I did expose her in the program she is with now. I made a thorough long letter sent to her team and all the coaches of the program. The head coach called me upon reading the letter and in disgust and told me that I owe an apology for the disrespect and irresponsible move I made to the whole coaching team for dragging them into my personal problem with that friend of mine. I should have taken the problem responsibly. I was quite confused. It was never my intention to be doing so. I just need some help and a support. I am not exposing something just to spread gossip and put shame into the whole team. I wanted to save other people's trust as well. I learned that she borrowed money from others in her team and I feel like I am in responsibility to expose it so that they will know how she deals with her loans so they will not be a victim like me. I feel to betrayed and I shouldn't have trusted that team and should just kept it to myself and just went to the lawyer to do what they have to do and that's it. I'll just see her in court. It was really a wrong move and a mistake I guess. Do I need to make another letter of apology? Here's a portion of my letter I sent to them: [i]I wasn't able to contact her since then. I have several calls to her yesterday that she missed. We made an agreement and she set a date but didn't comply with it. She set the date and she made the commitment. On the day when what was committed is due, she said she will recommit so I have given her another chance. What is actually due is due since last year. Last year up to this year is too long for many more considerations. (Too many chances and my patience and is eating me up like hell. Forgive my trust and patience.) Whew! I was even calling her but completely ignoring my calls. Who am I suppose to run after now? You guys can help me this time. Please do let her know we are calling her and "running" after her. Please just remind her that people are painstakingly waiting until she do what she has repeatedly committing. Your support is the biggest blessing I can ask from your team and will be of help. We are all responsible for every undertaking we get ourselves into, right? I feel bad, I gave that trust to her. Please let her know. And you may ask from her more about what it is. Thanks. She knows her responsibilities. If she doesn't comply with the agreement, I'm sorry but I will let others do what they are authorized to do. I will be sorry but I have to excuse myself already, if that is the only remedy left, what must I do more, right? I did my part and enough is enough.. I'm not perfect and I have faults, so I need your help and your support. Thank you all for your love, your help, and for your time.[/i] I need your advise?