Vent
By jamie08
@jamie08 (430)
United States
April 11, 2008 3:18pm CST
ok i just really need to vent if you want to read and comment go ahead i dont care!
Ok i think it is freaking stupid when your own family cant even help you out. omg its jamie lets not help her! BUT OH NO when my mom freaking ask the family for money just to freaking gamble on they giver her all the money in the world! all i asked was for someone to co sign for me. Everyone was like no no no no no. Here comes my mom freaking needing a co signer for a 13000 dollar hot tub that she DIDNT EVEN NEED why you say maybe bc she already had one! Oh no some one co signed for her oh ya and on top of that she had to file for bankruptcy already me nope nada i have a credit score of 0 and that is so that is better than bank ruptcy! on top of that my boyfriend just called me an insecure bi**h why bc all i said was tell her to look on the internet. See he works for a school district and one of the teachers asked him if he could show her where a place was which is far from where we live and thats all i said was tell her to look on the internet and he went off on me. So i text him and i was like you know what show her where it is oh and just let her ride in the car with you also i dont care!!!!!!! i am so freaking mad rightn ow it is ridiculous! i am seriously just freaking hating my life and the bad thing about it is i dont have any freaking friends bc all i do is work and go home to bed! ya great life huh so ya that is why i am here venting bc honestly i need someone to realase all these freaking emotions or at least someone to talk to . i just dont freaking understand this world!
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6 responses
@sirnose (2436)
• United States
11 Apr 08
Growup get a life: I have some of the same problems my family treat me as if I'm the "black sheep" of the family,welcome to the club kid.Get a hobby chess is a good hobby to help you solve problems that may arise in your life.Anyway its hard to get people now a days to cosign for people with "aaa credit".
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@jerzgirl (9291)
• United States
11 Apr 08
You know - she didn't ask for criticism. She asked for an outlet to vent and understanding. You know you've felt the same way she does. So what if it doesn't solve it. But it helps knowing others have felt it too. It's called validation - something that lets us know that we're not totally alone in this world with our feelings, even if others can't help us directly. So, how do you vent? Or do you hold it all in until someone gets caught unawares in the crosshairs of your anger?
@jamie08 (430)
• United States
11 Apr 08
ok first off it wasnt a cry for replies and you dont have to be a total jerk about it. you know i was just venting. I said replies ya but you know usually when someone replies to someything like this its possitive not putting someone deeper in a slum. thanks alot a hole, i bet you are a real jerk in realy life.
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@Elfwand (36)
• Philippines
11 Apr 08
well i had my share of very very bad days.. and i might have felt the same way you do now.. but i learned something.. that you can't always depend on other people, i'm not saying that you are depending on your parents or boyfriend or anyone else for that matter, i'm just saying that sometimes we just need to stand up on our own and accept things for how they are.. you see this is life.. and soon you'll realize that the problem that you have right now, is not as big of a deal compared to the problems other people deal with everyday. you'll just have to believe that life can be better and that soon enough things will be okay.. :)
@joshdale08 (2320)
• Philippines
12 Apr 08
go ahead, get it out of your system. i do the same, too. i blog here coz i don't have anyone else to talk to coz my life has been centered on my hubby and 3 kids for the past 13 years already. i've forgotten how to make friends! so, in a way, you are my friend and the rest of the people here. in the same way that i am your friend. so, go ahead and vent. it's okay, really.
@stormeetigress (487)
• United States
11 Apr 08
I kinda know how you're feeling. Seems my mom is that way sometimes with my younger siblings. Life just flat out sucks sometimes and having a significant other who is being a butthead on top of all the other stuff just does NOT help at all.
@Hatley (163776)
• Garden Grove, California
12 Apr 08
Hi Jamie sometimes it seems like all your problems happen at once and you get really stressed out. Relax, take a deep breath and try to attact each one in order. you say you have no friends and you just work and go to bed.have you tried making friends at work . sometimes your coworkers turn out to be like a famil o you need to relax and go withg the flow. to have friends you need to make yourself friendly. If you have a few hours on the weekend try to involve yourself doing some volunteer work as it will get you meeting other people and also make you go outside yourself and help somebody else. Help yourself a bit and do not depend on your family for once. you will be so proud of yourself. we all havedays like you mentioned but we always find a new day will be just grand. you need to be less self centered and more open to others. your boy friend was just trying to help a teacher and not trying to hurt you. in other words you need to grow up a bit.
