I try...

It'll get better. Just remember that we have difficult times in order to learn how to live best. If it never got dark, would we appreciate the sunlight? Likewise, if we were never cold or hungry we wouldn't appreciate being warm and well fed. Life is the same way. We all go through some truly horrible things but if we learn from them we'll avoid similar situations in the future. You lost your boyfriend because he isn't right for you so learn from that and figure out why you loved him and avoid that type! Did you love him because he fulfilled a need? Did he make you feel special and you didn't feel special before? Work on your self esteem and you'll make a wiser choice next time. Nobody can be your "other half" because you're complete in yourself--you live with yourself all alone and you'd better be happy with you. You have all the right things but don't recognize that you do. Someone loving you is merely icing on the cake. I couldn't tell if you were referring to a child or your boyfriend. If you lost a child, I can't imagine what torment you're going through. I hope it was just your boyfriend.

You need relax.lisening music and hiking may be a good way to relax yourself.you should enjoy everyday and you must become more strong.everything will be better.please stand up to face the life. GOOD LUCK FOR YOU