Am I selfish

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I got divorced a few years back and now I dont want to be in a relationship because I like the fact that I dont have to discuss what I want to do or where I am going. If I want to go shopping at 3am or just drive around when I wake up in the early morning (2-3am) and cant sleep, I dont need to explain myself I just go. Plus if I dont feel like going to bed (because Im blogging...HA HA) I can stay up til the wee hours of the morning and sleep late or if breakfast dishes dont get done until 10pm... oh well. I know there are men that like me, sometimes one will mention he is going to be somewhere hanging out and I should stop by sometime. I pretend I am very busy or I say "yeah, sounds like fun", but I really mean "fat chance" I have better things to do than follow you aound. I am not worried that I wont ever get married again because I see people in their 70's & 80's hooking up so I think I have plenty of time for a serious relationship, but I wonder if I will regret this later...I just want to do what I wanna do with no questions asked. Am I being selfish?