Woke up this morning hoping yesterday was just a bad dream

@raydene (9871)
United States
April 28, 2008 6:49am CST
But Friends it wasn't. Life is the same as yesterday and I will have my coffee and try to get my tears to stop then I will go over to Wanda's to help get ready for our reletives that will come in from all over. We will all hug and cry and miss Jason! We will talk about the time he.... and then when he.... and laugh about how he..... but none of it will bring him back! And when we all go back to our lives Wanda, John, John Jr have an empty room and a memory of finding their son/brother shot to death. How can they get past that? Please send out your prayers/thoughts to my cousin Wanda and her family. xxx
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ellie333
@ellie333 (21016)
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29 Apr 08
Hi Raydene, I have placed you and Wanda John and the rest of your family at the top of my prayers list and will be praying for you to be given extra strength to help support Wanda through this, but also for you to be able to get some rest to. Probably very difficult for you to sleep or concentrate too much on anything at this sad time but you do need to. God bless. Ellie :D
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ellie333
@ellie333 (21016)
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17 May 08
Thanks Raydene, Thoughts and prayers are still with you all as it is still not that long ago. Big Hugs. God bless. Ellie :D
whyaskq
@whyaskq (7523)
• Singapore
29 Apr 08
I would prefer to think that Jason is still with the family though he may not be around physically. He may not be back but I am sure his laughter will keep ringing in the ears. May God bless the family through the ordeal.
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Liasonfan
@Liasonfan (1702)
• Canada
29 Apr 08
Aaaawww Raydene, I am so sorry to hear about this. It is so hard to loose a loved one, specially in this horrible way. I hope you and your relatives and friends find some solace and comfort in each other and help to eventually get past it and remember him with only love. My thoughts and prayers will be with you and yours.
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subha12
@subha12 (18441)
• India
29 Apr 08
oh my God! What a sad and horrible thing. why was he shot. i understand how the family is feeling at this moment. my prayers are with you.
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nengs10
@nengs10 (3180)
• Philippines
29 Apr 08
It can never be like that. Our past experiences will always haunt us whenever they are left undone and unfixed. They will still make us feel miserable whenever we think of them. Anyway, prayer is the answer to forget it somehow. And keep yourself busy as well so as not to remember those events.
faith210
@faith210 (11224)
• Philippines
28 Apr 08
Hi raydene! I am really sorry my friend. Words are not enough to comfort you or anyone on this hour of grief. I can only offer you my sincerest prayers for you and your family. My deepest sympathy to you and your family on your loss of nephew. Take care and God bless!
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weemam
@weemam (13372)
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28 Apr 08
Awee sis my heart goes out to you all , I wish I could give you a hug across the miles and make you feel better , I will keep you all in my thoughts and in my prayers xxx
Gabs
@gabs8513 (48686)
• United Kingdom
28 Apr 08
My thoughts are with them dear Friend and I am sending you my Strength to be strong for them This is so awful and it will be hard for them very hard xxxxxxxxxx
winterose
@winterose (39887)
• Canada
29 Apr 08
Yes hon I will will certainly continue to pray for wanda and family. It is hard it is the saddest thing to bury a child, it is just not the way life is supposed to turn out. I will pray know that I am here for you Raydene.
BarBaraPrz
@BarBaraPrz (47670)
• St. Catharines, Ontario
28 Apr 08
He still lives in your hearts, and always will.
angepange
@angepange (123)
• Australia
29 Apr 08
my deepest of sympathy to you and your family. i will pray from you tonight, all the way from Australia xxx