just found out in 2007 that i have sisters

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ALL MY LIFE I LIVED WITH MY MOM AND HER HUSBAND AND MY 3 BROTHERS; OUT OF MY BROTHERS, I WAS THE OLDEST AND ONLY GIRL. AS OF LAST YEAR, I FOUND MY DEADBEAT DAD DOWN IN LOUISIANA AND I FOUND OUT THEN THAT I HAD 3 SISTERS AND ANOTHER BROTHER!! AT THE TIME, I WAS EXCITED AND ESTATIC BECAUSE I FELT LIKE "ALEX HALEY" (YOU KNOW, THEY AUTHOR THAT WROTE THE BOOK: ROOTS) BUT NOW, A YEAR LATER, YOU WOULD THINK MY DAD WOULD TRY TO DO EVERYTHING HE COULD TO MAKE SURE WE DON'T LOSE EACH OTHER AGAIN, BUT I WAS SO WRONG; I CALLED HIM LIKE 10x AND HE'S CALLED ME 0! I FEEL INSULTED, STUPID AND FEEL THE FLASHBACK OF MYSELF WHEN I WAS YOUNG WHEN I KEPT QUESTIONING MYSELF AS TO WHY HE DIDN'T WANT ME AROUND HIM. FOR YEARS, I DEALT WITH THAT ISSUE WITHIN MYSELF; AND TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE, I WAS BEING SEXUALLY MOLESTED FROM AGES 10-15. I KNOW IT'S NOT MY DEADBEAT DAD'S FAULT, BUT I ALWAYS FELT THAT IF HE HAD BEEN A PART OF MY LIFE, THEN WHAT HAPPENED TO ME WOULD'VE NEVER HAPPENED.