so hard to find a job that can take as work...

It does take work to find a job. You need to research if you really want to work for a company to see if your missions are compatible. Companies want to hire people with education and experience and on top of that, they don't want to pay much. Retailers will also hire more part time/less experienced people so they don't have to pay them as much or give them benefits. There are also lots of people looking for a job and they are all competing against each other (and you) for the same position. Good luck and I hope you find a good job.