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Its already been a few weeks where I have'nt rescued myself yet from feeling very depressed. I just don't know what is going on inside my head, Everytime I wake up I do not have a plan to go out, even the most activity I enjoy seems like a hassle to me. I want to stay at home, watch spiders as they build up small to large cobwebs in my ceiling. ( hey! yaiks! I hate spider, I dont want them around although I dont have the guts to kill them I just want them away! ) Huh, nice try, but then it makes my blood wake a little bit, It gives me a sudden feeling that I want to stand up and move ( then I go ) that was me, a month ago. Depression just pops up I dont know why, i was able to establish my business, build up small websites that helps me earn extra money, I have a great partner, great parents around and caring siblings. Wondering why Im so depressed? because I am unforgiving, forgetting there is a higher entity who claims everything I have is from HIM. I am only human, I commit mistake but I dont admit it sometimes. I think its time to bring my feet back into the ground, to feel being normal, able to cry, feel hurt and deprived. Well in this way, Im on my track again being me. But guess what, being on this stage helps me cope with my depression totally. Im happy again. it takes a matter of time before I realize it was me that was wrong and not the world.are you feeling sad? why don't you take a walk for a while give a penny to a begar smile to unwelcome stranger and reconsider your thoughts for a second time. You'll see, something is wrong. and weather its you or the world still try to lower your pride. It'l make you happy for sure.