i have a big problem

yes, you are right to ask me that. The past relationships were merely friendships, we didn`t got involved too much, platonic relationships the first one lasted 2 months, the second about 1 month and the last one 3 months. I`m in college and I have a lot more things to study about, live with my parents and they get involved too because they are my parents, it`s complicated stuff.

I understand. What if you focus on your study first and try to get one good footage to stand for in carrier. You can deal with a serious relationship after this. Meanwhile, you may get as many female friends as you can, for a common friends, and learn how to understand them, what the girls want, this is a good ration to prepare when you choose the right woman for your marriage life. When you'd done, your parents will no doubt will release yourself to find your own life. We don't have a doubt in a man who had a purpose in life, such as a job or carrier, rather than none type. But besides that, there are still many important things rather than money alone. Emotional details, and how you as a man is gonna to work it out as the best rations to us. Not all man has the ability or eager to learn the art of understanding a woman. This is a dictionary that you must have before your important day come, the marriage. Because if not, even you had success (rich) by that time, you'll find out that man and woman is totally different when both hubby-wife is successful. So, take your time, life subject is not only about making a love, there are still many aspects in life the same as important as making a relationship. You, which may start to approach your parents, should prepare the umbrella before rain. If you push hard to find a love, it may burden your life, because in the end you'll stuck with your parents back again, or maybe it's more complicated like you said. Just stick to which is more important in life. Do it because it has the effect to all. Seek the root, then you can harvest the fruit if you plant it well.