Being on the outside looking in..I want to come in!
By raydene
@raydene (9871)
United States
May 17, 2008 7:52am CST
I'm standing here looking
in but I'm somehow not even a part of it..
It's my hands on the laptop
My eyes looking at the screen
My ears listening to the sounds
But it's still not me...
Ever felt like this?
How did you get yourself
back in the picture?
xoxoxoxoxo
6 responses
@grecychunny26 (9482)
• Philippines
3 Jul 08
Maybe your soul is hanging in, or maybe your brain is so tired of thinking that is why.I had been there when i was in college, I used to be a good student but due to hectic schedule, I look like a numb whenever I am in class, and I always yawn. I am so tired of everything, even now..I hate it sometimes but there are times i am like that.
@weemam (13372)
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17 May 08
Often sis , I go away then come back , I don't know what is wrong with me , I feel so tired and I just can't get myself motivated , I have put beef stew on for the dinner but I haven't yet done the veg , I have been going to bake all week and still not started , soooo I am sitting on my bum talking to my lovely sis , xxxxxxxxxxxxx
@Polly1 (12645)
• United States
17 May 08
Yes I have felt that way many times. Right now I sort of feel that way. I am at a point in my life that I have to figure out what I am going to do with the rest of my life. I planned on growing old with my hubby, he messed that up. That was my life, our life. Taking care of each other, being there for each other. I feel I am all alone now. I miss having someone so much, I miss feeling protected. Sure I have the kids and grandkids, but its not the same. My life has turned up side down and I don't know how to turn it right side up. I do know that Mylot helped save my sanity, I could get on here and get lost. I wish I had magic for you, I don't. It just takes time, things will get better. Hang in there and keep your chin up. Take care xoxoxoxo
@BYOLA2871 (4371)
• South Africa
17 May 08
yes when we go through life"s tough times we tend to ask why me?but in actual fact whatever we are going through will either make us stronger or weaker which one do you choose of the two,i beleive you want to be stronger make up your mind to be stronger and you will get there slowly but surely,i believe in you,get up and do it.
@RitualSlaughter (21)
• Belgium
17 May 08
Why should you go back in the picture? Just go with the flow. Everytime i have this, i enjoy it. It's like somesort of peaceful feeling get's over me. Very nice.
I like the 'being alone'-part. Even when someone is sitting right next to you, you are alone.
That's my only advise, just enjoy the ride! ^^
