Bullied big time!!!

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I started year 7 and secondary school in SEptember. Ever since December I have been hated by the rest of my form. I have been called a b**** a number of times, been cussed a lot and have had a mouldy apple put on my chair, crisp packets under my desk, sweet rappers in my bag and my chair soaked with water so far. I was bullied in primary school, it was most serious in year 3 when I was strangled every day. Howcome no one likes me? My teachers expect me to have a lot of friends so they don't suspect a thing and if I tell my parents about it then they will make a really big thing of it and I'm scared that it will disturb my schoolwork, become really embarrassing and just be really annoying. I got caught crying when my classmates blamed me for doing something they did (I never cry but I'd had it up to here with it)so a dinner lady caught me and game me a drink of water. Later on, she told my form tutor and he made a big thing of it. He brought me to his claustrophobic room to talk about it and it was really intimidating. I have not called anyone anything, I have not been rude to anyone, I just don't get it. Why do they hate me? What can I do? I really want to give them what they deserve but that will only mke things worse. One of my strongest enemies "stole" my only friend and my form tutor warned the people who I know did things to me but they only hated my worse. They even crowded round me asking me why did I tell the year 8's that they were bullying me? I didn't they saw my upset, asked me what's the matter and took paper that my classmates stuck in my hair, out of my hair. I have more friends in the years above me than I do in my year. My year=0, other years=20 (altogether). I have friends in other years because I met them when I was doing house drama (when each school house put on a play to compete to win prizes. I played one of the main roles in my play, Michael Banks in Mary Poppins. I don't think they hate me because of jealousy, because the girl who played Jane Banks (who isn't very kind) is popular and isn't bullied. Oh, and by the way, in each school year there are 120 pupils in (4 classes of 30). Each class in that year has a house, so the whole of my class is the blue team. I just wanted to let you know so that you wont think that they hate me because of the fact we were all against each othe in house drama. Please can you help me figure out why they hate me and how to stop it? Thank you so much :)