What you miss in life!

When I met the man who would become my husband, my best friend since 5th grade didn't like him. He didn't like her, either. I was ready to settle down and get married, and she was a late bloomer just coming into herself, and she wanted to party all the time. She and I had had tickets to a Jackson Browne concert for 8 months before I met my husband, and the concert just so happened to be on his birthday. I'd only known him for 6 weeks by then, not knowing we would get married, and he was barely my boyfriend! So I went to the concert with her. That was when I realized I couldn't have them both anymore. I could party with her, or I could settle down with him. I was only 19, but I chose to settle down. And when my "best friend" saw my engagement ring, she walked out of my life. I talked to her a few times after that, saw her even less than I talked to her, and she was the one person (other than my family) that I had seen and talked to every single day since 5th grade. I asked her to be my maid of honor in my wedding, and she laughed at me. She told me that she didn't like him, he didn't like her, she didn't think the marriage would last a year, and she wasn't going to be any part of it. She didn't even attend, though I sent her an invitation. I haven't spoken to her since. Not a day goes by that I don't think about her, wonder what she's doing now, but I have a wonderful husband and great kids, and I wouldn't change the way things are for anything in the world. I miss her, but I'm happy now and I hope she is, too. I've been married 3 1/2 years. I have a friend I've known since kindergarten, and another I met after I graduated high school. Those women and my sister are my true best friends, and all 3 were bridesmaids when I married. My sister was my maid of honor. I miss my former friend, but I've gotten over the hurt of losing her. I wish her the best in life.

What I miss most in my life was playing with other children when I was still a kid. I usually see children playing with other children, or playing with their toys or just having fun when the rain falls. But I usually do not do those kind of things. When I was a kid, my parents forced us, me and my brother, to study our lessons during weekend, read story books and even pocketbooks and write the summary of the books that we read and even look for the meaning of the terms that we do not understand in the books that we read. Aside from that, we are forced to watch television that is an educational one. Reading cartoons and such is not allowed. And also when playing games or such, it should be something that we can learn from like crossword puzzles, a small machine that teaches us to drive, and such.

Thanks GOD.God give me every my desired think.I never lose peace of mind.when ever i failed to do some thing or lose some thing i never lose peace of my mind.I don't know why but i can control my whole feelings.May be GOD give me that power.Thanks GOD i have never lose any thing any friend.