what you do when you miss sum1 so bad?...

Sometimes even when I'm with that person I still miss her a lot because I miss everything we used to have. My room was full of our pictures before, my phone's wallpaper was also a picture of us, even my laptop and my personal computer is full of our pictures, my wallet is also bursting with our printed pictures... Then I decided to remove almost everything because it reminds me so much of her. It even can to a point when I couldn't sleep in my own room because every corner reminded me of what we used to have so I was forced to camp out in the living room for a couple of days until I got to my senses. Wherever I look, wherever I am, whatever I do... all I see is her... it was even harder that I was with her whenever we're at school but I couldn't hold her or hug her anymore... Then I decided to move on... I tried all sorts of things to distract me from thinking about her but still when all work is done I end up lying in my bed hugging my pillow with tears flowing from my eyes. So I guess there's actually nothing we can do to stop ourselves from missing someone.