When was the last time you cried?

A few hours ago I was playing a tune with my guitar when tears just suddenly flowed from my eyes... I thought I didn't know why but then i realized it was still because of her. About three months ago the girl I've been with for the past two years suddenly told me that she fell out of love. It was hard for me because it took me more than a year to finally win her heart. I gave her everything I could. I gave her my heart and my soul. About two weeks before everything ended she still loved me and I felt it then faster than a flick of a finger my heart was crushed. I still believed that there was hope for us so I still pursued her but then I got tired. She was pushing me away so badly but I saw her pain as she did so. That was when I decide to surrender, not just because I grew tired but because I couldn't bare to see her suffer anymore as she pushed me away. I decided to just be her best friend and the moment I told her that, she became really happy like a big thorn was taken out from her chest. But honestly the pain I feel inside since that day she told me she doesn't love me anymore, has not subsided yet. Because I still love her so much, so much that I was willing to sacrifice my own happiness for her inner peace.

I remember the last time I cried was 4 days ago. I had this terrible headache, and I can't stop my kids from getting noisy. I was talking with my husband on the messenger when he noticed that I was crying, then I told him. He was the one who talked to my kids to stop and play outside so I can rest, and I did. Whenever I feel like crying, I just lock my self in my room face my computer and talk to my friends.

I've always been the sort of person who cries at the drop of a hat. I'm rather over-emotional about certain things, in that I find it easier to express emotion over a TV show, than over real life. The last time I cried was yesterday, whilst watching some news coverage of the earthquake in China. The footage showed Chinese people travelling from other areas of the country to aid people affected by the earthquake. It was very touching, but made more poignant by the fact that people were completely reliant on this aid. They obviously weren't receiving any help from their governement, and were having to rely on the kindness of strangers.