Down the rabbithole again.......
By gardengrrl
@gardengrrl (1445)
United States
May 20, 2008 7:28pm CST
Here's a classic entry in the "HUH?" category:
On a recent evening, I needed to get out of the house a bit after midnight. I let the other "responsible" party in the house know I was leaving. He expressed regret that he couldn't accompany me because he had to work the next day. Fair enough, see ya in the daylight, and I split.
I spent several hours at the local racino, having scattered small wins and brief, random social interactions with other solitary souls. I got home around 5 am, was kind of startled to find Good Buddy just finishing up a play money poker tournament. He proudly announced that he came in 20- something in a field of 3500. I was offended, but my only response was to point out that play money tournaments yield nothing but the time spent, and can hurt your money game besides. I suggested he might want to consider sleeping at night, and trying am freerolls. I thought I was fairly restrained, considering he blew me off so he could go to bed!
Now I find out, 3 days later, he's been holding a grudge about this the whole time. I made the mistake of revealing that yet another of his wife's nasty cracks about me pissed me off, and he jumps in my face and starts screaming at me. He can't man up and tell his wife to stop being so nasty to the only people in the whole wide world who have stepped up in their time of need, but he can scream his stupid head off at me to prevent me from doing so.(Yes, she uses her cancer as an excuse for the nastiness, but she's been a twisted sister for as long as I've known her. Unresolved abuse issues from her childhood have poisoned her soul for half a century... the tumor just stripped away the thick candy coating she laid over it.)
Why do I do things like this to myself?
I MUST BE PHUCKIN' CRAZY, that's why!
Oh, yeah, that's right, the doctor said I AM crazy. How could I forget?
Ah, well, at least I got to vent. Thanks for reading, I feel much better now!
2 responses
@mummymo (23706)
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21 May 08
Well isn't there a bit of crazy in all of us sweetheart? I truly believe there is! I know from before that there are a lot of stresses and strains at home but I keep praying and hoping that things will improve for you! You know I am here whenever you need to vent sweety! xxx
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@gardengrrl (1445)
• United States
23 May 08
You're so right, mummy, so right! Thanks for the love and prayers, they're working really well in the most important way, that damn tumor is still stable and has been for the last 5 scans. Pretty great stuff!
Big hugs right back atcha!
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@ErasmusNova (86)
• United States
21 May 08
Well, add this to the totally uncalled for category. It's amazing how you have this propensity for making a bad situation worse. Im glad you feel better...If it makes you feel better to berate and belittle someone who is also ill whatever gets you through the night. As to the rest that will be dealt with in private. Thanks for reading this mylot.....but our lives belong to us, so please mind your own PHUCKING business, it would really be appreciated. Go off and be distracted in the other million ways there are to do so.
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@gardengrrl (1445)
• United States
23 May 08
I am continually amazed how quickly free speech blowhards change their tune when the speech doesn't suit them. We live our principles through the choices we make, oh Little-Lord-Can't-Be-Wrong, so please, if this party doesn't have enough bitter taste of hypocrisy for you, go find another.
Better still, why don't you log off and go abuse someone who's offered you nothing but understanding and support when you needed it most, even though you completely failed to live up to your end of the bargain. I'm verysure you'll find more energetic entertainment there!