thin line between paranoia and sanity

I will dmit I'm afraid of the dark. You never know what's lurking behind the corner or under the staris. I've caught myself walking up my basement stairs backwards looking behind me cuz I felt like I was being followed. It really doesn't help if I've recently watched a ghostly haunting movie either. I know, laugh all ya want, I know I'm a big baby, and hear it from family and friends all the time.

I think the fact that I already feel that some thing's not right, especially when it talks about honesty and concerns relationship. It's really hard to put and give your whole trust to someone, especially when you're stung too many times. But normally, I'm happy jolly person and always does weird things that only a few people can pull out.

I'd have to say ghosts I am forever turning the tv down because I thought I heard something or checking behind me,I sleep with a light on and blame every noise on the possums,not sure if its ghosts or burgulars actually that scares me most but either way I am absolutely paranoid that someone is going to get in my house even though I have it locked up like fort knox with dogs and gates and sensor lights,weird I have been like it since I was a kid doenst help that I am addicted to supernatural movies,ghost stories ,true crime stories movies etc anything that scares the wits out of me.Im just nuts :OP

anything creepy like ghosts and other scary stuff that i see when i watch scary movies that scare enough to affect me. well, thats pretty muc hit, and when i have a crush and he knows that i like him and he happens to be around my vicinity and he knows that i lik him, that can make me pretty paranoid. if the one i like doesnt have any idea, im cool with it. im still gonna be relaxed. but if he has an idea, i will flee as much as possible. sometimes it goes to thier heads and they keep looking at you to see if you are looking at them. which makes you conscious even more. grrrr.

Well... I get a little bit un-understandable when someone asks me about thoose topics I love to talk about (such as philosophy, mythology....) then I start "explaining and I just can't stop.... I am not crazy, it is just that people not understand me

Whispering co-workers! There is nothing that is more destructively haunting to my own being than a couple of old hags...whispering and giggling in the corner and looking at me.... I tend to be very sensitive, and I can feel people's feelings, especially if they are aimed at me. don't think me egoist...I lost my Job of 15 years because of these same old heffers...I knew from the day that this witch came into my work place that she was cold and manipulative a;nd a game player and would try to do me harm and take over my Status. I had built a loving corner of the STUDIO everyone in my family thought I was nut's, 'to let it go' because I had built the place, and how could she? well she did! her and her big fat LIES and Jealousy did it. Three years later she had alienated some of my friends in higher places and because I am not a climber, tend to keep to myself and just a hard working artist, I got terminated.....WRONGFULLY.....and because i live in California could not get a Lawyer to protect me and give me some severance. I was considered "at will employee... But to answer your question.... People Whispering!