Friend? Love? Cheat?

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Are you ever have relation and feeling like this? I meet this girl in class, not a good starting... 4 years ago, I'm a prefect in school. I look like a normal prefect, but actually I don't like to be. I've been chosen to become prefect by teacher, not by my will. In our school, sometime teacher will have some meeting, and prefect will have to take over teacher place, not to teaching, but to keep those class quiet and follow rules of school. I've been send to a class that have lower one grade than mine, and that's the first time I meet her. She is a naughty girl, never quiet in class. She have argument with me at the first day I meet her, which in her class. Nothing special happen between us. 1 year later, the second time we meet, on a living training camp. She have been team with me, which mean, we have to co-operate. At the time both of us already forgot our problem before, but still not friend. In the camp, we learn about how to co-operate with each other, and she asked for my help much at the time. Our misunderstand before already solved. After we going back to city, we already good friend. She will always ask for my help in school work, and she have change much from the first time I meet her. In one day, suddenly I received her phone, which asking me out. That's the first time we go out together, with other two friend. I never forgot happiness of that day. After that, she started to ask me out frequently, but not with others, just two of us. I started to fall in love, to her. I've try to let her know, but she decline me before, and we didn't talk for month. After that, she ask me out again, and again. We have been go out together for many times, and just two of us. I never have the courage to tell her again I love her. Until a few month ago, she started to cold with me. She never talk to me for month, not even answer my phone. I meet her at place she study, but she just tell me she's very busy with her school work. I have asked a few friend beside her, they just give me same answer: "Nothing much change to her, and never heard that she have any boyfriend." At least that a good answer to me. Until last month, she still cold to me, and she having an accident. Her leg is injured, but she never let me know of this. Even we are friend, she should let me know. I care very much to her, but she just treat me very cold. Many of my friend tell me that, she just "use" me as her friend when she's lonely, now she have new friend, and she won't care about me anymore. And I found that she's very close to my best friend now, which I meet them in a restaurant, just two of them. Is that true that the just "use" me? Is that true that she already know new friend, and would never care about me? Is that true that she don't want to let me know, cause she already together with my friend? Sorry for my long story, but I really hope that, someone can help me.