i still love him
By honeyb
@maniolas06 (193)
Philippines
June 10, 2008 11:36am CST
*sigh
he left me. and im so depress and he doesnt even care enough to answer my messages.. what u think should be the best thing to do, to forget him i atleast try to divert my attention to things and try to get so busy at work. but everytime i try to get time to relax and have a pause for a while the moment's so unescapable which constantly led me into tears, stillness, the worse, coma... (sigh) i dont know how to get over dis guy til now. ye should be old enough to really know and learn more of this long before but wait it isnt really that easy as what youve just heard. the storys' so long and the scars' so deep. how i wish it would be that pretty much easy as what uve think of, but promise getting into dis condition has sooooo consumed a lot of me
5 responses
@poisonivez (504)
• Norway
10 Jun 08
when someone you loved most left you, it will be the most painful thing on earth.. it will affect you - emotionally, mentally and physically. But you know what girl, dont lower yourself or youre pride too much by sending him messages because it wont help you or keep him from coming back to you. as what they've said, if its the guy who will have break up with a girl, theres no turning back.. Sending him messages, just made you very awful and miserable on his eyes. I know what you are going through now and forgetting him would not be as easy as just talking and advising someone like what i am doing now, but you know what girl, stand up and accept the fact that you wont be together anymore and that its no longer you who he is hugging and kissing now.. if theres one thing that is hard to do in the break up, its the fact that all the memories you had, will remain that way forever.. time is your only friend now.. help yourself and try to move on.. divert your attention to anything that you will enjoy. its normal to cry, but never ever lock yourself down. just think that its not your loss, its his... and that someone much better is coming in your way. when you have done moving on, im telling you,, its the most amazing feeling.
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@maniolas06 (193)
• Philippines
11 Jun 08
wow..
u know wat as i was starting reading your message, ouch. thats all i can say, with all that u have said. yeah perhaps its all true, and i made myself so miserable on his eyes, the worst was that i had to keep on sending messages to this person whos infact doesnt really care 'bout me anymore. but really the first reason why i sent him message was to tell him and let him feel that im alright, coz somehow i felt he was like acting guilty, but that wasnt really sure though. just want to really treat him good although all that was happened were not good and were all ill to me. but then again after entertaining the thought that i was only trying to be good at him, the feeling (or i might say love) i had with him before again continued and awakend. and it's so damned of me that i sent message on him telling i want him back. soooo foolishd act. so damn and weak. but anyway...thank you so much for uplifting my spirit.. thank you for those inspiring words, straight but true. reality bites. thanks and God bless. help me pray that i could move on immediately.
a blessed day to you
so much;)
@SwtJenlove (1090)
• United States
10 Jun 08
Just try to keep busy and that will keep your mind off of it. I know there will be times when you think about him but try to think of it this way you are a single person now and you have no one to answer to, go out and enjoy yourself :)
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@maniolas06 (193)
• Philippines
10 Jun 08
thanx so much. i think all i really need now are dis kind of words that would really lift up my spirit and keep me going. thank you and i appreciate it a lot. Godbless to you:)
@qtfrog99 (279)
• United States
10 Jun 08
Unfortunately the old saying time heals a broken heart is true, it will take you awhile to get over it, but one day you will waken and feel refreshed, the most important thing to do now is focus on you as a person, find yourself again and get back out and continue fishing, cause eventually you will catch that one that is worth trying for again.
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@inunekoyesha (24)
• United States
11 Jun 08
First off, let me say that I'm sorry that he broke up with you. Next me say that whatever you are feeling about the break up, you should just let out. There is no need to keep such feelings inside. If you feel like crying, cry, if you feel like punching him, punch a pillow. It's totally something that is normal and what you are doing is totally normal. So, yea, let it out!
@maniolas06 (193)
• Philippines
11 Jun 08
yeah thank you so much...id cried a lot,,, got teary eyed, as often as id remember every a bit of him,,,got constant buddies called loneliness and despair so id try to divert the attention anyhow, but punching pillow yeah why not?, even pasting his face on it! then punch it really hard..:) nah just kidding. i would cry and cry as often as i would, until someday i would cry no more and until it hurts no more..:) then i would begin to smile again. thanks for your message! appreciate it alot God Bless to you!
@drr_shahbaz (17)
• Pakistan
10 Jun 08
I think you should leave this person because one side love is total loss.
@maniolas06 (193)
• Philippines
11 Jun 08
THANK YOU. all i really need are these words that would brought me to reality. thank you thank you so much
