SORRY....how often u use this word?

Honestly, im not the type of person who frequently say sorry. Im not sure why but its just me. Everytime i have a fight with my husband, he always get mad and tells me i really dont know how to apologize. Maybe because most of the time i think i haven't done anything wrong.. But in some cases, when i know its really my fault, i apologize sincerely. When i say SORRY, i really mean it..

I only say sorry when i truely mean it. Which is why when a person throws that sorry back in my face i tend not to apologise to them anymore. The only other time i say sorry (for my relationship), is when i use it in a sentence such as "I'm sorry but you can see what i mean can't you?" which i dont have to say often, because my boyfriend understands me (too much sometimes). Like when im unhappy, he imediately knows and he'll cheer me up. Visa Versa. Sorry shouldnt be thrown around so much because it'll end up not meaning anything, and people will pick up on that. I know when people arent sorry (especially one of my friends). She'll apologise at everything but then she'll just laugh about it after - even if it hurts me. Sorry is a word that should come from the heart - not the head.

It is really hard to say I am sorry especiall when you know that you are not the one who started the fight or conflict or whatever misunderstanding. But usually I am the one who say sorry, even if I am not the one who started it. I say sorry because I want to save the relationship and because I am blessed to be understanding. I mean it whenever I say sorry.

I say sorry if i knew i hurt someone so badly. But, if i know, i'm on the right side, then do not expect me to say it.. because, if i do, it wont come from my heart.. :)